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by Li-Young Lee


Original Language English

When I lay my head in my mother's lap
I think how day hides the stars,
the way I lay hidden once, waitingโ€จinside my mother's singing to herself. And I remember โ€จhow she carried me on her backโ€จbetween home and the kindergarten,โ€จonce each morning and once each afternoon.
I don't know what my mother's thinking.

When my son lays his head in my lap, I wonder:
Do his father's kisses keep his father's worries
from becoming his? I think, Dear God, and remember
there are stars we haven't heard from yet:
They have so far to arrive. Amen,
I think, and I feel almost comforted.

I've no idea what my child is thinking.

Between two unknowns, I live my life.
Between my mother's hopes, older than I am
by coming before me, and my child's wishes, older than I am
by outliving me. And what's it like?
Is it a door, and good-bye on either side?
A window, and eternity on either side?
Yes, and a little singing between two great rests.

-- from Book of My Nights, by Li-Young Lee

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